Hi Everyone,
So I wanted to send a follow up with what I’ve created so far and what I'm going through in manifesting this dream of going to Europe in September. If you do not know what this is, please refer to the first blog post below.
So far a lot of you have bought my art, some have donated and I've received a lot of words of encouragement and love.
I have received about $750.00 of the $5000.00 I asked for so far for my dream to go to Europe and Rome in September. As I looked at the balance the other night and realized it was already getting into August and how fast time was flying by I broke down and things got messy. I went into my doubt, fears, tears, upset and ego and completely gave up for a moment. I thought what is it I really want out of this and shouldn’t I be doing something greater for humanity?
So as I began to give up, I sat down with a quesadilla and giant piece of pumpkin pie thinking it would soothe me and instead I started day dreaming and comparing myself to all the others that are living their dreams all the others that get it "sooo easily.” Then I thought, no!!! I’m not going there, I AM WORTHY. Then I thought I have to share this experience and be honest in my process even though I may not know why yet because that is a service in itself. The thing is I’m learning to trust Spirit and myself more and more and not give up. In this I can believe and use everything to lift myself and heal myself no matter what is going on around me and in the process be of service to others by sharing my experience.
I know this experience will and already has given me the gift of strengthening my believing in myself just by the mere fact I I’m keeping going. I also know I am healing something within me by pursuing this and cannot wait to let you know what manifests.
So I’m not giving up yet. I’m going to keep believing and trusting that something so beautiful is being created.
I'm in so much gratitude for all your support as one believing and living their dreams is all of us as one believing.
Some of what I’ve also been creating is a website so I thought I would share with you that as it’s in its production process.
http://transcendentcreations.squarespace.com/bio-and-coaching-1/
Here is the menu again for buying art, donating.
Selling Art
Spiritual coaching
Writing
Photography and portraits
If you feel called you can also just donate via these links.
or
Also Please enjoy the video below of actual footage of me going for my dreams and the process of that.
http://www.bbc.com/earth/story/20141020-chicks-tumble-of-terror-filmed
I would love to hear from any of you and will keep you updated on what comes forward.
In gratitude and love,
-Liz